Father i am pouring my heart out to You as a cry for help. For a moment i dont where to go with my hurt. As a child i was left in my family home with an alcoholic father as a last sibling. My brothers and sister that had left the house feel that i have had a better childhood, it has been so traumatic to have been completely by myself in that situation. That hurts. Please give them insight and if i need insight give me insights too.